Are we even talking about the same thing, 'cause I'm not getting you at all. I've got a surprise for you; I'm a writer too. Seriously, you must be reading something else. Your sentences are like random statements not only not having anything to do with what I've written, but not having anything to do in relation to one another. However, if that's the you you do, then be the you that's you. Shalom and Salaam.