No! However, you shared what happened to you. Once you matured, you no longer had the desire to be white. It's not about the stuff you have, it's about the way you're treated. Plenty of black and brown children love themselves but understand what the color of their skin means. They don't WANT TO BE WHITE. They wanted to be TREATED AS WHITE PEOPLE ARE. If you're black, it doesn't matter how much you make, where you live, or how you sound. Your desire is to be treated with the same privilege as everyone else, no matter what you look like.