One can never appreciate the grief of parents who lose a child; it is unspeakable. The loss of any loved one to suicide is unspeakably sad as well. However, one understands the malignant evil of depression, which often steals promise from the best of us. All sympathy and understanding to you. We're sure that, even in the depth of his angst, your Tommy knew just how much he was loved by you. You should know how much you and your family are loved by us. We will hold you in our hearts.